BITTERSWEET TRISTESSE

闭上眼睛,它依然存在,你没有办法消灭它,也没有办法去完成.

总觉得闲在这里是在浪费,可是我什么也帮不上.

我觉得闲谈是种浪费,一分一秒都可以做些什么.

可是,做些什么?没法做,连闲谈也不行了?

昨天电视上说死后余生,说先进的医学可以使心肺停止跳动十分,二十分,三十分钟,让死亡体验者体验通向死亡道路的感受.

换作平时我肯定是感兴趣的,但在这种奇怪的氛围下,却油然生出一种别扭.

然后画面换成了火和岩浆,一个被烧焦的人在挣扎.还没死.从黑色的,粘液似的身体和半头骨状的脸上映着难以名状的痛苦.还有已经没有眼皮覆盖的左眼球.

我不要先进得已经可以探索得到余生,解开人类之谜,我只希望它能让我们熬过去.

大家都匆匆碌碌,于是着急的人也就在绝望中放弃了,用闲谈使自己埋没在碌碌中.

囧

就是睡了会儿...

反正slsk list上的人也都是中国人,就发在这里吧:

[sent while offline][ekj109] IMPORTANT!  Do NOT download from user Jamie_G.  He has only zip files and each  contains a Virus EXE file  .... these can be hidden in zip files.  Do NOT delete but scan with your antivirus software and follow directions for quarantine.  Please pass this user's name to everyone on your list.  Sorry for this interruption.

[sent while offline][cksoei]  I was sent the following message:   IMPORTANT! DO NOT DOWNLOAD from user Jamie_G. I just downloaded a zipped album that contained an EXE file. It was detected by my antivirus as a serious virus. Apparently, EXE files, even if blocked by slsk, cannot be recognized when they're inside a ZIP folder. Sorry for the interruption, everyone, but here's an update on user Jamie_G. Because they're all ZIP files, downloaded a couple others at the same time. When I scanned them, they all had the same virus. Everything in that collection consists of one zipped EXE virus. DO NOT DELETE if this happens to you. Scan with your antivirus software and follow directions for quarantine. Please pass this user's name to eveyrone on your list.

其实那两个人我不认识,只是我从他们那里下了东西而已... ekj109...就是我发消息结果对方没睬我的人...-_-

ps: cksoei是中国人...谁?

pps: 这个jamie_g那么有名啊,瞬间就有荷兰和英国的通过引擎搜过来了...

i hate being the dog licking your feet, licking you around.

shit. never again.